Now I realised how it feel when you try to forget someone but you can't. Just like how this guy try to forget his love to a girl named 'Ayu'. Well, it really hurts. The more we try to forget them, the more we remember them.
I thought after more than a year I could forget him, my ex. But damn NO I can't. Today I saw his wedding video from a friend's handphone. Ouch! It really hurts. In just a year, he have found a replacement for me. *sigh*. [Azharina - Di Hari Persandingan Mu]
After the broke-up, I've tried to forget him by meeting some new guys. Well, I met few which are so kind and nice to me. Including this one guy which I've actually known for about 6 or 7 years. He's been really nice to me, always there to lend his ears and yes his friend also told me that he likes me. I thought, yah! why shouldn't I have a try. I know, all these time, I've been so choosy in searching for a partner. The guy should be perrrrfect. Yes, he should be cute, educated, loving, respect me and my family, understanding and actually there's lot more to be listed. But most of all he has to be open minded and honest. In my dreams! There's no such 'perfect' person. If I still to search them, sampai tuha, inda tejumpa neh!
So, I tried to give him a chance. But of course, I don't want to start first. I just want him to make the first move. I even gave him hint. So I wait and wait and again I wait.. We were getting closer each day. But yet, he still haven't proposed. Until one day, he was about to leave the country for a month. And few days before he leave, still nothing.. The day he's leaving, I sent him off.. still nothing. I was really upset. Well, I don't think he really love me. I kept myself busy, so that I wouldn't have to think about all those hopes. Maybe he's just not the right one.
Months past by, I didn't even think to further our relationship anymore other than as just a friend, or maybe close friend. Nya orang, nuhun nafsu kan becinta.. LOL! Suddenly, midnight after his birthday, he proposed. Damn! and it was through the phone. Udah tah way too late, then through the phone lagi. Guys, If you really want to propose a girl, please avoid through the phone! Well, I didn't say a word. I want him too see my reaction that time. I want him to know how I feel. I feel like to say 'yes' but I just can't spit it out. There's also lots of things suddenly coming into my mind... like, what if 1 day he found out my darkest secret. What if 1 day he knew about it and suddenly he changed his mind. *sigh* So, I just keep on saying nothing until he hanged up. He said he'll give me some time to think. Well it was not long, until I met him and say 'no' and explained everything. [Natalie Imbruglia - Torn]
I thought after more than a year I could forget him, my ex. But damn NO I can't. Today I saw his wedding video from a friend's handphone. Ouch! It really hurts. In just a year, he have found a replacement for me. *sigh*. [Azharina - Di Hari Persandingan Mu]
After the broke-up, I've tried to forget him by meeting some new guys. Well, I met few which are so kind and nice to me. Including this one guy which I've actually known for about 6 or 7 years. He's been really nice to me, always there to lend his ears and yes his friend also told me that he likes me. I thought, yah! why shouldn't I have a try. I know, all these time, I've been so choosy in searching for a partner. The guy should be perrrrfect. Yes, he should be cute, educated, loving, respect me and my family, understanding and actually there's lot more to be listed. But most of all he has to be open minded and honest. In my dreams! There's no such 'perfect' person. If I still to search them, sampai tuha, inda tejumpa neh!
So, I tried to give him a chance. But of course, I don't want to start first. I just want him to make the first move. I even gave him hint. So I wait and wait and again I wait.. We were getting closer each day. But yet, he still haven't proposed. Until one day, he was about to leave the country for a month. And few days before he leave, still nothing.. The day he's leaving, I sent him off.. still nothing. I was really upset. Well, I don't think he really love me. I kept myself busy, so that I wouldn't have to think about all those hopes. Maybe he's just not the right one.
Months past by, I didn't even think to further our relationship anymore other than as just a friend, or maybe close friend. Nya orang, nuhun nafsu kan becinta.. LOL! Suddenly, midnight after his birthday, he proposed. Damn! and it was through the phone. Udah tah way too late, then through the phone lagi. Guys, If you really want to propose a girl, please avoid through the phone! Well, I didn't say a word. I want him too see my reaction that time. I want him to know how I feel. I feel like to say 'yes' but I just can't spit it out. There's also lots of things suddenly coming into my mind... like, what if 1 day he found out my darkest secret. What if 1 day he knew about it and suddenly he changed his mind. *sigh* So, I just keep on saying nothing until he hanged up. He said he'll give me some time to think. Well it was not long, until I met him and say 'no' and explained everything. [Natalie Imbruglia - Torn]
2 comments:
The best way to propose, is face to face, look deep into the woman's eye to show if u really mean it.
yup.. yup.. true... :)
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